Mood: Zzz

This is my first diary entry around here. I'm mainly doing it so I can start modding stuff but hey, since I'm here why not take at least a little bit of time to talk to you?

I'm happy to say that today is the day that I'm actually being able to see this site coming to be what I wanted it to become. I started learning html 5 days ago and working on this website 2 days ago so I'm actually proud of myself. I would have never thought I would be doing anything like this. Did I have any previous knowledge on coding? Nope. Was I ever interested in coding? Absolutely no! But hey! I'm here and you too are here (reading this). I'm happy I did it.

It's been a while since I poured myself into any kind of project. It's difficult for me to do art because I really punish myself for not drawing the way I wish and social media really made me have a toxic mentality when it comes to creativity and it's capitalization but I feel this experience is helping me out of that. I did something unexpected knew I would be bad at with no experience, put hours of work on it and got... this! And this is enough. Wish I could have this mindset with other stuff.

Edit (19/07/22):

Ok but like, I started doing this page while I was under quarantine because I got covid (don't worry, tested negative 2 days ago!). I just thought "I survived covid and all I got was this website", THAT NEEDS TO BE A BLINKIE OR SOMETHING. I'm def going to do it lmaoo